Up to me
I'd take on
Every stringency
In thought and prayer
From text to text
And lose myself in mystery
Or ever will be up to me.
It's always been about some
One else who begs us all
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This Yom Kippur
I forgive
Those that showed me the ugly side of
Religion.
That took what was most dear to me and
Flushed it down the toilet.
Who stole, injured, raped, murdered
With actions but also with words.
That constantly asked, demanded, asked, demanded, and asked again without shame.
And when you didn’t give were made to feel
Irrelevant.
Who engaged in false flattery, while
Thinking first and foremost of themselves,
I forgive.
And I start anew.
Hoping somehow that this year will be Different.
That I will not be asked for anything that
I cannot afford.
That I will be only with those who love me
For who I am.
With people that are real, like children.
I forgive and I pray
To be forgiven.